Lapit na matapos!

Third week's over! wahahahahahaha! 2 more weeks and I'm free!!!!

OK nman so far ang exams namin... mahirap pa rin ang tutorials since separate tutorials for bchem/ana/physio. You have to prepare for each. Ugh. At least Dr. Jerez sa physio... hehehehe.
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OO nga pla... one of the boyz nanaman ako. Kasama ko lagi si Emman, Hallmark, Matt, and Job. And as they say... kami na ata ang best among the worst. Isipin nyo naman, sa lahat ng modules na pwedeng ibagsak at i-summer, kami lang ang sumabit sa NEURO at MS. 17k ang binayad namin, mas lugi pa ang nagbayad ng 17k for a 3 wk module, at least nilubos namin... 5-6wks kami. wahahahaha! (na-prapraning na ko..)
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Makulit rin pla si Emman?! It seems that when there's a lack of topics to to talk about, he inevitably turns our discussions to my love life (or my "lack" of it). Most of the time, I think I just wanna hit him... (peace tayo emman hehehe )

It started with the "usual" question, the one that inevitably starts trouble...
"bakit wala ka pang boyfriend?"
My "usual" answer...
"kasi yoko pa..."

"choice mo ba yun?..." (wth?! what was THAT supposed to mean??)
"huh?"
"I mean, di ba lalaki ang nanliligaw?"
"kaya?! "
"no, I mean lalaki ang nanliligaw, kya di mo choice yun, unless ikaw ang nanliligaw?"
"hinde, eh kung di sagutin ng girl yung guy?! bakit??! manligaw lang yung guy oo na agad? choice pa rin yun ng girl!!!... " (grrr... may pgka-chauvinist pla si emman... )

then he gets into a short tirade 'bout how I should make an effort to be more... girly? gurlash? approachable? something about me being "intimidating/agressive" hindi raw ako maliligawan nyan. tpos joke cya na sana raw wag ako ma-tibo. (at this point.. di ko sure whether to laugh or start bashing his head in )

Sa akin nman, I have a family. I have school. I have great friends. Meaning, I already have a busy life. There's room for a BF in there if one finally manages to squeeze past my defenses... pero mahirap yun. Feeling ko nga may betting pool na ang mga friends ko bout the guy who's finally gonna subdue me. I have the inordinate feeling na hinihintay ng lahat ang time na ma-meet ko yung "katapat" ko. (ayan na, paranoia is setting in...)

Honestly, its hard to feel the need for a boyfriend when I feel na mas-macho pa ko than most guys I know. (totoo naman eh, di ba? ) I have a car, I dont have a curfew, and my parents generally give free rein to what I want to do... they know I'm old enough to have a mind of my own.

ahhh basta, ewan! stupid, disturbing thoughts...

---kzs---