NARCOLEPSY... or whatever!

I'm on a train, but there's no one at the helm.
And there's a demon in my brain, that starts to overwhelm,
And there it goes, my last chance for peace,
I lay me down, But I get no release.

I try to keep awake, I try to swim beneath,
But still I find this narcolepsy slide,
Into another nightmare.

And there's a demon in my head,
Who starts to play,
A nightmare tape loop
of what went wrong yesterday,
And I hold my breath
'Till it's more than I can take,
And I close my eyes; I dream that I'm awake.

I try to keep awake, I try to keep awake
But still I find this Narcolepsy slides
Into another nightmare...
*~ 3rd Eye Blind, Narcolepsy ~*

grabe, past few days talaga ganito feeling ko, and not just coz of that stupid DA i got in MS-HN... I just feel more stoned than usual... not depressed, but stoned.

stoned = brain dont work... dont particularly feel anything... reality has yet to catch up... *stares off into space, sleeps into oblivion*


why HAVE been I feeling like this lately? 'coz Christmas is near? biological clock ticking? (god, I hope not! hehe) PMS? Stress? Constipation? (wahahaha!) or maybe i've always been like this... *sigh*


somebody... wake me up! please!

-kzs-